Wednesday, April 29, 2009

familiar yet foreign

i feel so out of place...i look around me...i know all of this...this is too familiar...i know what i should do...how to act...everything looks just like i left it...but something has changed...something is not quite the same...something is foreign and i am not sure it really belongs...
is it me? or is it the furniture? what's changed? i just can't figure it out...it almost feels like i'm in the twilight zone...you know where everything looks the same on the outside...but something is drastically wrong...its not home.
i feel anxious and concerned...i know how to dress the part...but i don't know what to expect.
how can something so familiar be so foreign? how can something that felt so much like home feel more like an abandoned warehouse? i just don't understand what has happened...i just don't know what to do...

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