tomorrow

my stomache is churning...i'm feeling anxious...the dread is overwhelming...

i wish i could wish away tomorrow...i wish tomorrw didn't have to happen...i'm not ready for tomorrow...

tomorrow reality hits...tomorrow i have to face what i have been avoiding all week...tomorrow i have to say goodbye...

tomorrow is my cousin's funeral...he was 17 years old...and about week ago he decided to take his own life...

tomorrow makes my worst fears and nightmares more real...tomorrow brings so much pain and sorrow...

my heart aches for the people i will encounter tomorrow...tomorrwo i am not the only one hurting...tomorrow i am not the only one searching

tomorrow there will be no answers...tomorrow there is no promise of understanding...tomorrow just is, tomorrow...

i dread facing the realities of tomorrow...i don't know how to deal with tomorrow...i don't know how to heal from tomorrow...

tomorrow is a day i wish would never be...i wish i could live without tomorrow...i wish i could wish tomorrow away...